(seharusnya)#hari kedua : Kita

aku ingin menjadi daun pohon oak pada musim gugur.

agar relanya menyatu dalam jiwaku.

merelakanmu mencari yang lebih baik.

agar aku dapat mengikhlaskanmu pergi dari relungku.

aku ingin menjadi pelita dalam ruang dan waktu yang berbeda

agar aku dapat menyinarimu tanpa pamrih di hari gelapmu.

aku ingin menjadi sisi lain dari seorang lelaki baik-baik

agar aku dapat menjagamu dan mencintaimu dengan  "terlihat" baik-baik.

aku ingin menjadi seorang politikus, agar dapat mengumbar maafku tanpa ego yang tinggi.

aku jengah dengan segala riuh tak wajar dalam hubungan kita

aku lelah dengan segala jerit dan pekikan nyaring dalam setiap percakapan kita.

berisik.

aku bosan dengan semua pendapat mereka.

berisik.

aku terganggu dengan suara-suara di kepalaku.

aku mencintaimu, aku membutuhkanmu dan sebaliknya pun begitu kan?

tidakkah itu cukup bagi kita?

tidakkah itu adil?

tetaplah di sini.

tetaplah di sisiku.

tetaplah melengkapi kata kita dalam hidupku.

 ditulis dengan dendang Bad Boy-Bigbang

Bad Boy lyric:

I was too harsh that night
I didn’t know you would really leave
The words, “I’m sorry”, is too difficult for us that we take it to the end
Because I’m ill-tempered
We fight over stupid things numerous times a day
You take off crying, I look around and think,
‘She’ll come back tomorrow. She’ll definitely call me first in the morning’

Baby, I can’t, I’m so bad that I want to be good to you but it’s hard
Every day and night I’m so mean cuz I’m so real so I’m sorry (but I can’t change)

I’m the one you love but sorry I’m a bad boy
Yes, just leave me, good bye, you’re a good girl
The more time passes, the more you get to know me, only disappointments will remain but
Baby don’t leave me, I know you still love me
Why, yes, I’ll tell you the truth, I need you
My lay lay lay lay lady
My lay lay lay lay lady

You say that I’m different than other guys so it’s hard
You’re still like a young girl with a soft heart
For you, who is always smiling next to me, I’m still too young
With the excuse that I’m busy, I postpone our date
Because I’m sorry, because I’m frustrated, I turn my head
The bride in my dreams is just a friend now
Upset over the breakup, we are silent

Baby, I can’t, I’m so bad that I want to be good to you but it’s hard
Every day and night I’m so mean cuz I’m so real so I’m sorry (but I can’t change)

I’m the one you love but sorry I’m a bad boy
Yes, just leave me, good bye, you’re a good girl
The more time passes, the more you get to know me, only disappointments will remain but
Baby don’t leave me, I know you still love me
Why, yes, I’ll tell you the truth, I need you
My lay lay lay lay lady
My lay lay lay lay lady

Don’t say a thing
I act tough but I’m not inside
Don’t abandon me
You know that there’s no one who will understand me like you, baby
Oh you, come back to me ye ye ye

I’m the one you love but sorry I’m a bad boy
Yes, just leave me, good bye, you’re a good girl
The more time passes, the more you get to know me, only disappointments will remain but
Baby don’t leave me, I know you still love me
Why, yes, I’ll tell you the truth, I need you
My lay lay lay lay lady
My lay lay lay lay lady

I’m the one you love but sorry I’m a bad boy
Sorry I’m a bad boy, Sorry I’ma bad boy
Yes, just leave me, good bye, you’re a good girl
You’re a good girl, you’re a good girl